STBX brought S17 home from work tonight. Of course, she didn't come in to say "hi" or anything. It bothered me for a moment. I like to feel like I am controlling the dark and not her. I know..I know...I haven't detached as long as I think that way. Just being honest in this safe place.
S17 played some of his rapping for me tonight for the first time. It's actually pretty good. More importantly, it's a great outlet for him and a good hobby. Being honest again - I like knowing that I have heard it and he has not played it for STBX. I think she gave up and awful lot to be with OM. Choices. We all make them.
