It takes a while not to feel the proverbial bricks falling on you all over again, so don't beat yourself for that one... don't know where your sitch is heading, but it helped me to see less of ex, sped healing.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
