Dark Side of the Moon

[LearningPatience]

Geez, doesn't the world know I'm already stressed out to my limits?!

Walk was nice for lunch, but what I realized is that I'm falling into the same patterns and thoughts as last year, when I realized that the depression was getting to me. I'm having a really hard time concentrating and just sitting there staring into space. Hard to force myself to do anything. Called my psychiatrist and he agreed to increase the dose of my AD. Should have on my last visit but talked myself out of it. I hope this helps.

Just found out my brother and fiance's 'new' car, a 98 Dodge Neon, just had the wheel fall off on their way home. They got it two weeks ago from a mechanic. After fiance told me the other things that have gone wrong over those two weeks, I wanted to go all Hulk smashy on the mechanic! They live in BFE UP of Michigan about 20 minutes from his job and any 'civilization', so a car is vital. Brother really is one of those people who is going to get preyed on by any and everyone in life, and I can't fight all his battles for him. SO frustrating!

(more deep breaths)

OK, just when I was done venting...email from S14s biology teacher. He was acting up in class again. Maybe I *will* go all Hulk smashy on something.

(really freaking deep breaths)

Times like this I wish I was religious so that I could ask a God, any God, for strength. I'll settle for Loki!