Pickle, answer this truthfully....What do you want? YOU?
I want to win the lottery!
Seriously though, I want to do my best at my one shot at my childrens' childhood and also enjoy my newfound liberty. They grow up so fast.
The old M is dead and good riddence (but not in a bitter way). No - I am not bitter, a little jaded perhaps, and everyone gets angered now and then, but I'm past bitter.
I am very much into the the bright side of the sitch, one being no more old conflicted M, yea! and two, I can really do whatever the he!! I want without spousal permission, for lack of a better word, but I think you guys know what I mean.
What do I really want? It's wide open right now isn't it? I'm gonna enjoy one day at a time for a little while, and not think about the future.
Me 53 XW 50 M 18 Years +2 S14 D19 Bomb 10-24-10 Served 1-27-11 Mediate 4-21-11 Civil D Final 6-2-11 No church anullment "A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."