Dark Side of the Moon

[LearningPatience]

Lite journaling:
Woke up in the middle of the night for a bit. I've been pretty good at falling back to sleep lately, but thoughts of W drifted in and kept me awake. Read for a bit and I was able to fall back asleep, but only got about 5 hours total.

For a little while this morning, I was angry. Angry at the whole sitch and my W for doing what she's done. I probably shouldn't be reading infidelity forums on 5 hours sleep. Funny, but the thing that snapped me out of it this morning was planting an earworm on ninelives' thread (sorry).

One thought I had yesterday was that I hope my SD doesn't think I will shut her out like I am for her mom. I don't want to sound or even look like I'm fishing for info, I don't want to discuss her mom, I just want to keep her in my life if I can. I took a pic of S14 playing my guitar yesterday, think I'll text it to her later this morning. She'd like that.