I was praying about this situation and I felt led to apologize to my husband. I did not want to call, so I sent him an email telling him how I researched codependency and saw what he was talking about. And that he really did give way more than I did and that I am so sorry. I said I didn't need a response. I just wanted him to know how sorry I am.
Was that bad? Was that pursuing? Sometimes I feel, as a Christian, the urge to say certain things when my heart tells me to. I know that sending the email felt right. I just hope it was.
M50 H49 M 27 years D24, S21 Bomb 7/10 SEP 12/10 H files 5/11
Praying Hard for restoration! With God all things are possible!