25 thank you, thank you, thank you...
I just had a treat and four of my oldest stopped by work ...(to get some cash) but we talked for almost an hour and they were smiling and laughing...Nothing was said about the M or W...it was just about them and what they have been up to....ie movies they have seen and all sorts of stuff...so right now I am smiling from ear to ear....

Also I don't say anuthing about change anymore....all I know is baby steps....but I will be ok either way....So I will keep posting and insisting on getting advice fromyou good people...I wish I could give some advice from a man's point of view...but I am not ready yet....Someday...glad I have you all...

Oh one thing I forgot to say....My W knows I see a C ,and one day she asked me if my C was pro marriage and I said yes....she real snotty said to me for every C that is for marriage, I can show you six that will tell you to D...I did not even respond...This is not the woman I married 23 years ago.....I wonder where she went and who is the alien thats taken over her....Till next time my friends.