Need help about my marital problems.

[LearningPatience]

Sawi,
so sorry that you find yourself here. Yes, you lied to your H. However, is this something you need to be punished for the rest of your life? My guess is no, but that's something that he will have to either figure out or not.

In the meantime, are you seeing an IC? I think it would be helpful for yourself. Have you read the DB book? That would also help you help yourself.

Keep posting. It's slow at first, but once you get to a certain point, your posts appear automagically. Keep your head up!