beatrice I feel like he pities me though because would he be here if I wasn't going through this?? I don't think so.... My H told me that he wouldn't be here if he didn't care. My wall is still up because of all the hurt. He did give me a big hug yesterday.
I know I am a strong woman to deal with all the things that have happened in my life and I will make it through this too.
Seeking,
Thanks for the thoughts and prayers.. I appreciate it!