I'm not sure. I have been thinking about it though.

Strange turn of events. I got an e-mail from OW`s H on fb, wanting to know my side of the story. He really was in the dark. He seems to be in a good place though. OW left him in the winter, but never told him why. Now he knows why. He had heard rumours and I guess he figured I would be the one to know for sure. The thing I am struggling with is, OW H doesn`t seem to have contact with OW, but he thought they were still together. Now, it was only a week ago that H really made it clear with OW that it was over for good. Maybe OW H is not in the loop or I`m setting myself up again. I do worry about this. H is still trying very hard. He is patient and gets my struggles. Still I worry about round 2 of being in the dark about A/the lies etc. I want to believe H. I also don`t want to move to fast on this.
My mind is a mess today.


Me-36
H-37
D11 S8 S6
M9
T19
ILYNILWY 11/10
discover EA 02/11
discover EA is really PA/H moved out 03/11
H wants to go to counselling,piecing 12/11
Find out still OW(plural), I'm officially done/detached 04/12