I am actually doing pretty well today concidering I had a nervous breakdown yesterday. I am going to take it one day at a time. I have left it in God's hands.
My H, we will see. I think this has brought him back down to reality a bit. My son said H is regretting his decision to leave. I don't want pity from him but if he wants to help with D that is one thing off my mind.
He was here since Sunday because of all the testing being done. I finally sent him to his apt last night because I wanted time to think and be alone. He kept asking if I was sure and in between my tears I said yes. I needed time to digest all that was going on.
He has really stepped up though and I really appreciate it.
Thanks for the continued prayers Beatrice, and the hugs I really need them right now.
