The big punch - Redux

[Redo]

Thanks 9. As i said, people on this forums have been the best support system i can ever ask for. I am really thankful for that.

Journaling...

So wife called up last night saying that she'd like to talk to me about the possession schedule. I've already been burnt by this talk last week. And i had just come home from work and was cooking dinner. So i told her so. I told her that we could talk today or she could email me. I tried not to be cold. I did feel bad that i was brushing her off. But i had to do it. I was not up to it yesterday. So i did call her this afternoon to check on her to see how she was doing. I feel that sometimes i give her the feeling that i dont care much about her and other times i am sure she knows that i am still wrapped around her finger. All these years i operated out of guilt and even now i feel that, albeit not as much. Last night i did tell myself that i cannot second guess my decision.
Lil anxious as to how the talk will go tonight. All i know is that at the first sign of trouble, i'll suggest that she use the lawyer route.