I woke up missing STBX for the first time in a while. I was actually tempted to see if she was at work on my way in to work. I resisted and the feeling went away. Then I heard "our song" on the radio while at work. Then our birthdates were the first 2 nubmers when I checked lottery numbers. In the past, all that would have made me break down and contact, but not now.
Just had to get all that out here in my safe place.
