Sorry I havent posted in awhile I had a busy, busy, working weekend. I just don't know what to say anymore...You know my history with alanon, my father, grandfather etc........ Yes 4 generations of alcoholics and suicides....It's not pretty.
I want you take this post.....and really think about it. I'm not trying to be mean but............You need a wake up call.
Your Husband is " playing you " like a violin., As 25 mentioned he is NOT in a recovery program, HE is not sober and thinking straight, He is reeling you back in...Just when you are making progress. It's NOT your job to help him by leaving the AA book, or by encouraging him to seek help.
Please continue on your own Recovery, its gonna take everything you have to work on you, to get a new life and a new perspective, please don't backslide now.
As Jack three beans said....his actions should match his words "ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS " should be your new mantra....
Good Luck P.S. I loved all those people that literally drowned in their bottles, but there comes a point where YOU have to take care of YOU.
