Ok so I guess my insecurity has shined through. She's been asking if anything is wrong I've been shrugging it off. Well today I had told her it had to do with memorial day, and that I have been having a hard time thinking of some people. This is actually true, losing these people made me re evaluate what was important to include her. So yeah part of the neediness came from reevaluating what was important. She said she had noticed I had been a little needy. She tried to be understanding but once again tried saying she wasn't good at this stuff.
She then told me she was going to run errands alone. I was kinda hurt since what I really wanted was some understanding and closeness. She left and I took the time to play my guitar, and ride my bike.
She got back still moody, we got some food was majorly indecisive about what to eat. Got nothing I got food, still moody. We get back I eat, still moody. Watch tv still moody. I go practice my guitar some more, still moody, she says she needs to go to the pharmacy asks some questions I couldn't hear over the guitar she gets mad, drives away angry. She SHOULD be back soon.
Seriously WTH is her problem. She's always saying she wishes i'd open up and not let my mild PTSD fester, and when I do this is what she does.
