You now have the high ground and the TRUE gift of time.
Can you elaborate Faith? I don't see how I have the advantage here. The high ground? Do I? Is that different than having control or having the ball in my court?
You can only control yourself. Period. Ball has always been in your court. It never left. You could pass the ball to her, but right now she just wouldn't catch it and it would probably roll right on by and your stuck having to go pick it up again. If she did pick it up or catch at all, she probably throw it for you to fetch it or chuck it at you like she was playing dodgeball.
High Ground - I see you always looking up from a low position. All your hard work Denver, all of it, even if it was partly for her to notice, will still be the new you that YOU must achieve and maintain for the rest of your life. With or without her. You have the high ground because when you stand on a hill or a mountain and really look at the view of the surrounding areas, things look much differently now. You can see so much, reality is in your face. You can see where you want to go from here, or you could walk right back down the same path that got you there. Before you were just climbing hoping to see something along the way that would change this sitch and become better.
My point? Stay on the high ground and watch, don't make a move, just take it all in and come to a place where you can make a rational decision. Before you move on or forward, take in the view, because how you proceed from this "Revelation" is now completely your choice.
What happens after a nasty wild fire destroys thousands of acres? New growth.
