Slowly we unfurl, as lotus flowers

[ninelives]

Thats all you can do Country. She knows about all the changes and knows how you have changed. If that is what she wants, she will let you know that she has had a change of heart and wants to R. Unfortunatley, the ball is in her court for the R but not for your life.

I like what 25 said in my thread. Basically, you are the author in your book of life. What are the next chapters going to be and who is writing them. Its all about you now CS.

If she believs the changes are real, she will come back. She would be crazy not to.

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