Reading these boards give me such insight on all of this, and the A. I don't know when it will end, but I do know the MLC is crazy land and she may be the most beautiful and intelligent person to him right now and that is his life to live. I just know I have to live mine. I know the A will run its course and though I hope sooner than later, I have no expectations at this point. It is what it is, I still hurt over it at times and at others I see that I am worth so much more and deserve to live my life as I see fit. I don't even feel as if I am waiting anymore. I am not waiting for him to miraculously see his mistakes or the hurt he has caused. I am no longer waiting for him to just want to come home anymore. I am no longer waiting for him to see what he has lost. I am moving forward and keeping my faith focused on what God wants me to do for myself and D16.
Well, I guess it is time to start another thread.
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.
