Won't stand for a broken family

[Timetotry]

KD and 9, I really don't know why he wants me to drink. Yeah, he has said that when I have a few I seem different but I don't think I am. Maybe its his perception? I have to think about that more. I still believe he wanted to be at the shore too, which he likes to do too and couldn't and had to find a way to ruin my day. I won't fall into peer pressure, I didn't in younger years, I certainly won't start now. I never was mad if he had a few so he can't throw that one at me either.

25, your scaring me. So, am I to think he's doing all the stuff around the house in order to leave? I thought that when he first left because there were things I wanted for a few years done that all of the sudden he did.

I just keep hearing from people that he comes around for his own benefit when he wants. There is one VERY big 180 I have no dared to do yet; come back at him or fight back in the moment. I typically become quiet and pull back my emotions in thinking its not best to say things that I may regret later. I am thinking that next time he says/does something that bothers me to just say it loud and clear and without any fear. Now if I could only bring myself to do it...