Kassie, Keep moving forward and looking ahead. Take action and accountability for your life because this is your life. God isn't going to let you down; in fact, God is pushing you to change because it's time for change. Yes, of course change is hard, but I'm here to tell you that you will be a better person and your life will be amazing down the road. What do you like to do? Do you have single friends who understand what you're going through? Look for some meetup groups in your area and put yourself out there. Take it one day at a time, maybe do some journaling and sit back and think about what you want. In my opinion, this is NOT the time to be looking for a new relationship because you have to learn to love yourself first before you can even think about loving someone else. Your heart has to take time to heal. I've been divorced a year and think about dating, but I'm not currently dating. Maybe someday....I sold the marital home and kept very little furnishings. I have a fabulous new iron bed and my new home is very "girly" and my sanctuary. Only when I moved to a new home did I start to sleep and get back my life and my power. It takes time, but it will happen I promise you. Hang in there!
Me 55 H 49 Married 21 years No kids bomb 5/09 filed 7/09 divorced and moving forward 5/10
