I always have issues with trust! Doesn't everyone? Trust in God/HP is different - I think we have to separate our experiences from people and look to that HP/God as somehow different - outside the circle of our lives that lifts us out of the ordinary experience and allows us to see or know something different is possible. Having said that - I do get angry at God/HP and wonder why things happen - I think we all do that.
People on the other hand are predictable - they will at some point let us down and we have to decide how we will react. Somedays it is easy to let go and other days it is very tough. Today is one of the tough days for me.
Thanks for being so honest with me. It helps to read how others are responding to hurt and pain whether successful or not. We all have it and then we all get through it. I have to keep reminding myself. Thanks for the reminder as well.