Last Tuesday I received the revised agreement that was supposed to have additional language to better protect me. The document company did not incorporate all of the changes that my W and I agreed to and specifically requested. W was out of town on business and didn't get to address it until this morning.
This brought back the uneasy feelings of anger that I've had regarding child custody since the beginning.
Those feelings festered until yesterday when I decided to do a temperature check on the W. Wow, she still holds some very deep anger towards me and still blames me for all of her unhappiness. She said that she felt lonely in our R and that she got so tired of me that she didn't want to be around me. OUCH!! I don't remember ever hearing her cry the way she did yesterday. TBH, it scared me for her.
Who knows if and when she will forgive me? It s*cks.
In the meantime, I have an email into my attorney to revisit my case. The MIL is the primary help to my W with the kids. With her being hospitalized for the 2nd time in just less then a year, she is more of a liability than an asset to my W. Not to mention that they are doing well living with me.
I have been trying to do all the right things, but I think we are at the point where the gloves are about to come off. This is going to be painful.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
