Slowly we unfurl, as lotus flowers

[ninelives]

I mentioned this to you earlier country. It seems fairly obvious to me by your posts that , Yes you are there for support and being the best person you can be, but i also get an underining hint that you are hoping for a response from her.

Im not saying that that is the only reason you are being nice, its just that I get the feeling that you get disappointed when the desired response doenst come your way. If im misreading, I apologize as you know I would never say something to just p1ss you off.

Keep doing what you are doing without the expectations and you will be just fine. I know how tough it is country. I miss her like crazy as well. I dont see how they can replace the history we had together but in time, I think they will see this. Might be too late by then.

Just keep focussing on yourself dude. Its the only way.

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