So, you were down this way?? It was a beautiful weekend. I went to the beach with my kids yesterday and had a wonderful time...just me and them. Im so lucky to live only an hour away from the ocean
I am trying to disconnect from my H. Lately I have had to stop myself when thoughts of him come to me. I know i am in control of my own thoughts, so I just make myself think of other things....happy things.
I have tried the dark approach way back in the beginning, and I just cant seem to stick to it. I do better now though. I never text him out of the blue...but I will answer his texts when I get them...only because he will call if I dont answer, then if I dont answer his calls, he will pay me a visit....which oddly enough I havent heard from him much today or yesterday. That has been good for me.
He did tell me Sunday night that he loved me and missed me and still cared about me(it was our 18th anniversary).
Why would someone feel this way and yet be in another relationship is beyond me. Use to I would fall apart when he would say stuff like this, now its really just words that I hear...they mean very little anymore.
Anyway, living day to day is what ive been doing all along.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
