Detach Dog

[ninelives]

At work and got by my first class. Teaching a football unit. Concentrating more on the job and less on her but she does still pop in there.

Ive got drum lesson tonight and also need to help son with Greece project. Right up my alley. ( that didnt sound good)

I am a little concerned that I may be in love with her forever. It doesnt sound like it but I am dealing with the business of living much better however, she still keeps popping up. I cant believe I would even consider taking her back after all that has happened but in truth, I think I would. But again , this is unproductive speculation.

Just one point I want to make. I am not obsessing about her but she does enter my thouhgts alot. At this point, my goal is to not let her know that I am thinking about her and not say anything to her about R talk. These are my baby steps for now.

The forgiveness is also there for her and my role in the breakup.

I hope by the end of the summer, detachment, real detachment has taken a foot hold. Only time will tell.

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