Thanks, I need to reread DR and DB, I read them when I was in my own fog, a friend has DR. I happened upon a website/forum dedicated to womens MLC and read a 15 page ebook on it. I can check off almost everything attributed to a midlife crisis in her case so i guess that maybe should be how I start viewing this. Continue with detatching GAL and deciding how long I can stand for this behavior of an adult wanting to be a teen again. Just watched Michelles youtube on it again also. New perspective today. In the long term I know it will be OK, I just don't know what that OK will look like or how long it will take. Sunshine blue sky healthy kids = a better day.
H 37 WW 37 M 15 5 Children Bomb 9-27-10 W EA/Pa she filed 12-18-10