Won't stand for a broken family

[Timetotry]

25, no, I do not need alcohol at all. He would have a few or sometimes more down the shore but I was never a drinker and just 3 lite beers was way too much for me this weekend. Its as if he wants me to drink in thinking I need to loosen up more or something, I don't know. He knew when he met me I wasn't into that too but now it seems to bother him, I don't get it. I have fun without outside influences and yet he doesn't seem happy with that. Maybe because he likes to have a few because he needs it these days. I cannot let him control how I act or what I do.

I am telling myself I am better off and I do believe I would be if he wants a D if he remains like he is now. Just not there fully yet but I see definite points of it. I was telling myself this weekend your point of feeling bad for him like a BFF and was working for the most part.

He is just so confusing, doing things for me and then saying nasty things to throw me off. I just don't get it. I would think if someone wants out, why does he come around and do the things he does.