How to make progress???

[luvmyhubby]

This weekend was an eye opener. I went out of town while my H stayed home and worked and his whereabouts are all in question. After a huge blowup on the phone with him he said he wasnt really trying and he didnt see our marriage working out. Crying begging and pleading for our kids and our family was my reaction. When I got back home we talked and his response was that no matter how hard he prayed all he could see was us splitting up. I basically forced him to agree to counseling for our kids and he asked for individual sessions before our session together which I am working on. He is moping around the house and I tried very hard not to do that and he is still in the home. I know he is down and hurting it is just so painful to think that he openly told me to my face he wants this to work out and we can go to counseling and then changed his mind. I think he is having an EA with some one or is talking to a bad influence but I cannot be sure. I have a DB session today in hopes to get some guidance. I am praying that things will work out.. Im strong but wonder how strong???


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W-34
H-31
D-5
S-8
M-11yr.
Tog.-13yr.