Won't stand for a broken family

[25yearsmlc]

I really think the reason my h and I worked out (other than Divine help)

was b/c I came to truly believe h was losing more than I was, that I would indeed be happy again.

Since I had no choice in this, h was leaving after all,

I would make the best of it.

Plus we had kids to consider and they needed me to be happy.

I wasn't present for them, fully, while in so much pain/anger. So yeah, I really thought,

"I can do this and it won't stink for me. Not for long anyhow!"...and I radiated the belief that I would really be fine,

(b/c I believed it!) -- and that shows through and h started believing it...

and wanting back in...with clarity. No guessing crap.

that's it for now...