I know this is tough, and I get those same feelings. It is so frustrating to be a single parent when you never intended it to be that way. My D16 is sick too and the drama is crazy. When H was here we were able to calm her fears. She also believed everything her dad said and just thought I was dumb, guess what, now I'm just dumb and she's the smart one. Ugh! I hate it too. He just walked away from all his responsibilities, including being a parent.
Blessings,
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.