Keep doing it BTM. I know how difficult it is. Sometimes she just pops in and will not leave without some serious technique work but It sounds like you are on your way.

Expect some backslides but dont act on them. That is the key. I dont think we can really help how we feel but we can help what we do about it.

Hang in there man. One day at a time should get you through.

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BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11