I received a few texts from D19 about her first day of vacation in Mexico with her bf. I kept thinking today about how much I miss vacation time with STBX. But then I remind myself that even when it would be just the two of us at a beautiful couples resort in Mexico she would spend a lot of time texting....with OM/boss and others, I suppose.
I continue to get a little better at GAL. Tomorrow night I am going to an Irish pub with the managers of other dealerships in our ownership group.
This is my 5th day of my most recent 100% dark stage. I will not contact STBX, even in my weaker moments. Life is actually easier when I just live my life and ignore hers.
