I'm lost. need help with WAW

[GAL Man]

I think I need to have a clear thinking day tomorrow, out on the town tonight with friends, so will have a beverage or 2!!

W came over to pick kids up and looked like death warmed up as she had a hangover. W asked if I had stopped using fb, or was it just her. I said I had deleted her as I was moving on with my life and didn't need her in it. to W's reply of "ohh". Had some small chit chat, W asked about my text yesterday which I reitterated, and said my feelings havent changed but I need to move on with my life, I would like her in it but didn't need her to have a life. I think she was a little taken back and just replied she was trying to move on with her life also.

I know, I know (2x4's coming)..... I seem to be all over the place atm, thats why I need a clear thinking day tomorrow (with a hangover LOL) will go back to LRT and dark I feel, back to what seemed to be working when she was asking lots of questions.

Is it strange though that I want to get on with my life with or without her? actually no, I need to practice my username