Who am I now?

[irishblessings]

I have hit Day 7 of "recovery" and I feel better - better than I did a week ago. I've just slowed down - socially, physically, mentally, emotionally. Kept a very narrow window open of what I do. It has allowed me to sleep better, shed some weight, think more clearly, and yes - unfortunately FEEL more of the hurt, loss, etc. But having the other aspects a little more balanced has allowed me to recognize if you give it 90 seconds or so - the pain does begin to subside. It's a little lonely I'll admit - but I am ok. Still have NO idea what I am doing or who or what I want to be but I'm hoping that will come.

Looking forward to sitting by water somewhere today and soaking in the sun!