Back here again - why oh why?

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Thank GB. (im currently still catching up on reading on your posts)

I've been better and i haven't cried for days. I do however think of him everyday. And sometimes things will just remind me of him example. if i see a happy couple walking across the road...my mind wanders to the thought that we were once a happy couple too.

I dont' know if the reason why im not that upset is because, im seeing him this saturday ( i need to pick up the dog and car) so maybe a part of me is holding on to hope OR maybe really in my mind i accepted the fate, and that fate has led us to be apart.

I've been GAL and i feel like im burning out. There is so much going out dancing, drinking, and dinners with friends i can do... BUT when i am at home all i do is think about the past. I just can't get away from it.