I can wonder what I really want so bad sometimes. I question whether I just want to "win" more than anything else.
That's really interesting. What/why do you think you're trying to win? Mind reading's not all that bad when you can counteract it yourself. I feel like it's a good exercise in refuting one's own illogical thoughts.
You sound like you're doing well, CS. Glad to see you got some fun leisure time in too.
