Slowly we unfurl, as lotus flowers

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Thank you for the tribute! It was most unexpected!

Haha, anytime!

I started this thread last night with a few things on my mind, then I got interrupted and never got them down on paper. This morning....the thoughts must have been misplaced in my dreams.

W hasn't sent any pics or texts since picking D up on Thursday. I guess I shouldn't have those expectations, just that she did say "I'll send pics" as she left.

I wonder if she received my response to the D petition before she left, and if that has anything to do with her silence.

I'm sure her mental/emotional plate is pretty full right now as they "celebrate" her moms BDay. They are at a friend of MIL's house on the coast. The friend also lost her husband a couple years ago. It has to be a strange situation.

I can't help but wonder what W thinks as she is around two women who's husbands died, while she is choosing to leave hers.... Bad thoughts, I know.

I was able to get out of work a little early and get in a round of golf before it got dark. I played with an older guy who works at the course. It was a really fun round. I played pretty well, and the old guy was a lot of fun.

I can wonder what I really want so bad sometimes. I question whether I just want to "win" more than anything else.

I guess all this turned into was a scrapping of my brain. Mostly counterproductive thoughts and mind reading.

Time to get busy today...