Hi Kassie, although I am new here and you are my first post I struggle with the exactly the same things that you do on a daily basis and it is not easy. I was divorced this past march, 1 week before my birthday. From my experience although not a expert, you have to be careful not to go into a depression which is something i am being treated for because from time to time and sometimes minute to minute i can go through all emotions known to humans and some days do not even want go outside but since my 19 year old daughter decided to stay with me, she lets me know when i need to "perk up". I am still trying to piece my family back together, but there is a whole world out there for you and you can be happy. Although i dont know your situation please dont think less of yourself which i sometimes do, you are worth more than that and the world is a better place because you are in it. please free to pm me if you like, I am 46 and was married 24 years.