Well, I thought I would handle this harder than I am without my kids being here. I realize that after the drama and emotional rollercoaster for the past two months, that I need a break. I also know that they need to be with her for many reasons. And I want them to be. I feel that I have left it all on the table at this point did everything I could to keep her from leaving and I have no guilt at this point. She will soon realize who the better man is, and hopefuly for me I will be over it all when she does. She is not good for me, and I am slowly figuring that out. If she does decide to come back it will only be through god, and only that way. I am a good man, husband and father and I damn sure deserve better at this point. Her Loss, for sure. Have a good night.
