Thanks punkin. Trust me...after how UNstable I was 3-4 years ago today I am WONDERFULL!!! And yes, I do have my lows. Most of the time it's a few hours of a day. This time for some reason it has lasted somewhat longer. Maybe it's because I was working on a friends letter for his 25th High School reunion and realized that in August, it would have been my 25th wedding anniversary. who knows. Since then it's been kind of eating at me. Ex called about a business matter that we still have but then the conversation led to him and all about him. I call it selfish and cruel. He does not seem to grasp the idea that by him sharing all of this "stuff" that him and OW are doing hurts me. That in my heart it should be me with him not her. He is selfish and he just doesn't get it. Thanks for being here you two! Take care!
Was theotherhalf XH44 M44 D19 Married 21years Together 23 Bomb 4/07 OW - MLC Seperated 8/07 DV 6/09 New Day....