Depression from dating

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Thanks. I plan on sleeping well tonight and having fun with my sons this weekend. I guess she was just looking for her happy ending as well and was willing to not look at all the signs either...Even after I said, I am not sure about us, moving in, marriage, etc...she still wanted to stay and try. She really did love me that is why it hurt so bad saying goodbye. My W blamed me for the down fall of our marriage saying it was all my fault. I blame myself for the ending of this relationship.. I guess I have been beating myself up for sometime now and not really realizing that i have been taking the blame for everything in my life...Therapy has helped. But there are some other things i am just starting to realize about myself and that I need to understand it isn't my fault and that I can forgive myself...

I will tell you what, I am tired of being this emotional mess. At one point not too long ago, I was a mentally strong, confident guy. I have been reduced to a shell by all this, the insomnia, etc...I plan on turning this around and becoming the man i once was...