D1, I just want to drop in here to say that you made the right decision and you should be proud of yourself for doing what you did, not punish yourself for it. We all do crazy things sometimes to escape from the pain. Lucky for you and her you recognized it. I mean you also have to ask yourself what was SHE thinking after 8 months moving in with 4 kids? Give yourself a break and sleep well tonight. All will be well. Wonder