I know I'm not ready for that, but I'm not sure I'd have the strength to stop myself if it did happen. I'm turning into my own WAS!
Chicken or egg?
I have thought about that a number of times. I wonder... who left the M first? Her or me? Did I leave it 5 years ago when I gave up (in many ways). Did she leave last spring? Did I leave in November (which I actually did, by physically moving out)?
Sometimes I think there's an obvious blur of who is WAS and who is LBS, at least at certain time, in these situations.
