Harrier

[Harrier]

Jack, 25
I was being a tad glib. I was reading an article a while ago about the “”white bear” experiment and what 25 said reminded me of it. I know it’s hard, and I know guys know that too. And Yes 25 your longs post give me a lot to chew on…I actually like reading them.
Funny I had a similar thought at lunch today. I went running, as usual, it was about 85 and fairly humid. I was dying out there. After about 4 miles I thought to myself. Damn this is hard. Quickly the other side of my brain says, “No Sh!t, it’s hard. It’s supposed to be that way. It if were easy you’d see everyone out here running. S*ck it up nancy

Your whole time apart got me thinking about me, my W the marriage, etc. I had kinda an epiphany. But I do get the basic of the plan. We are still planning a family trip to DC in August. But no use waiting.
My parents are divorce and I have 4 siblings. I did see a lot forgiveness growing up and what is strange is that as general rule I don’t hold grudges. I learned to get over things very quickly. But about my wife and her EA, I haven’t yet. I need to

I was wondering about this

I read your 180s and some of them are great, but you are missing out on some of the ones you probably need to do the most

I’m not getting what those are.

I get what you are saying about my W, she hasn’t verbalized that to me, but I see that she needs to have trust in me.