First, I must say that was a very well written summary! It makes it so much easier to read…
It still stings me reading these, I know the feeling EXACTLY.
You said you have already been reading the forums and ordered the book, that’s a great start.
Keep posting and reading. The more you post the more responses you will begin to get and the quicker you will get off of moderation.
You might not think so, but you are in a better spot than most, your H is still home so he will see all of the wonderful changes you are about to make!!!
STOP ANY AND ALL PURSUING!
Give your H time and space while you dig deep into yourself. Start thinking about the 180’s you want to make, and then start acting on them.
Get yourself healthy and happy (yes, it’s possible), you’ll need the strength.
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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.
