Detach Dog

[ninelives]

I get it guys. Im really happy ( and Im serious when i say this), that you guys can joke about this. Because I have always been the one in the group we joke about. I dont mind at all.

And you guys are right, I have struggled with being dark and still trying to be upbeat. Probably should not have had son chime in but I didnt think he was going to say the I love you without the mom part. He did the same thing last weekend from the ferry but had the mom part right away.

Im trying to detach and be friendly and forgive. Im trying to be upbeat in the texts. We really havent had much face 2 face interaction.

Bottom line is that I will not argue with her anymore and will really try to MOVE on with my life.

If she comes back, it will be a long time down the road. I know this now for sure.

Thanks for all the support and replies.

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