jbnati, you are correct. W is still angry at events that happened in her life 35 years ago. That's an issue I can't even touch.
It's only been these last few days that I have been able to start to forgive myself for my wrongdoings. I mentioned in one of my recent posts that earlier this week I came home from work and lost it...the weight of everything felt like it was all on me. So I got onto my knees - literally - and prayed that God take this from me, because I was still making a mess of things.
Thanks for your comments.
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS
