Awest, I appreciate the advice. I also think it awesome that she hasnt kicked me out. I have offered to leave because I dont want to make her uncomfortable, but I think she knows I would be homeless basically if I left. Not many friends left anymore. Living in my car with all the tornados we have had here in Indiana doesnt sound all that appealing either. I keep telling myself that this is a marathon not a sprint. Sometimes it works sometimes it doesnt. But just typing it all here seems to help,even if it does not make sense most of the time.
