Originally Posted By: telemark
Why did I do...what? Snoop? Insecurity, need to know, panic...pick one.


You pick one. The question was for you.

When it comes to finances, emotions, or any other way she can cause you pain.

Protect yourself.

As for the rest...that is up to you.

If you want to figure out this cycle you are having with failed M

It starts and ends with you.

It is a process to find yourself in the broken pieces that are left from this tragedy.

First thing is to figure out what parts of what happened are yours.

What parts do you not like about yourself?

What happened to YOU?

That is the first step in this long journey.

My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am