I am just so lost. Confused, and sad. I know I broke her heart I want to prove to her that I am better than that and our M is worth saving. She refuses counseling, so I go alone. She barely speaks to me, wont make eye contact and wont sit in the same room. Heavens for bid if I brush against when we cross in the hall way. Like I am poison. I know this is not a sprint race to the finish, but we are never going anywhere if she wont take the first step.
